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You know...I came to a realization yesterday. For the last several years (8 or so!) I have battled so many adversities! I find myself now -- absent any major drama -- living in fear of what the future holds and waiting for the "other shoe to drop." Intellectually and spiritually I know this is not the right attitude to have; however, emotionally I find myself living in a defensive position. How can I break this?? It's easy to say that God will take care of me and that "everything works together for good..."--but can I really say it and believe it?
This was a once-in-a-lifetime experience for her -- one she will NEVER forget! She truly is a princess--whether it's "Lonestar" or not...
Love you, Princess!
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The last few weeks have been hectic (more than normal). We received a call on Saturday, June 27th, that Robert's father, Bob, had passed away suddenly. He had been ill for quite some time, but had been doing much better. Robert left to go home (Louisiana) immediately and I stayed back to take care of some things with the kids. [more on that later!]
A - Age: 39 and holding!
B - Bed size: King
C - Chore I hate: dusting
D - Dog's name(s): Princess & Cooper
E - Essential start my day item: Contacts and toothbrush
F - Favorite color: Green
G - Gold or silver: Silver
H - Height: 5'9"
I - Instrument I play: I own a guitar---does that count?
J - Job title: Executive Assistant, Wife, Mother, Daughter, Cook, Hugger, etc.
K - Kids: (4) Jake, Tyler, Miranda and Nicholas
L - Location: Dallas, TX area
M - Mom's name: Mom
N - Nicknames: Tonee, Ton
O - Outing most remembered: My first date with my husband...amazing!
P - Pet Peeve(s): fake people
Q - Quote from movie: (1) "You can't handle the truth!" (2) "negative, Ghost Rider, the pattern is full..." (3) "I can tell you I don't have money, but what I do have are a very particular set of skills; skills that I have acquired over a very long career; skills that make me a nightmare for people like you"
R - Running or walking: Running!!
S - Siblings: Ness & Josh
T - Time I wake up: 6:00 am
U - Underwear type: thong or commando (LOL)
V - Vegetables I like: cocoa bean, broccoli, green beans, squash, etc. (most of them)
W - Ways I like to be romanced: weekend getaways with my honey
X - X-rays I have had: head, heart, back
Y - Yummy favorite foods: anything with chocolate!
Z - Zoo animals I like: monkeys
So, there I was minding my own business driving to work. I had just dropped off my youngest son at school and it was seemingly a normal day. I stopped at a red light and glanced in my rearview mirror out of habit. Apparently, the car behind me decided that he didn't want to stop. BAM! He hit me going about 35-40 mph which threw me into the car in front of me, etc. It ended up a 5-car accident. My car is totaled. The car in front of me is totaled. Guess what I found out about the guy that hit me?!?!? His insurance is expired. Yep - so now I have a totaled car of which I still owed money on (It was almost paid off) and am getting low-balled on the value of my car. After all is said and done, here is the scenario:
After the payout on the now-totaled suburban, we will have about $5k. Obviously, that is NOT enough to purchase another vehicle (we require a large car!).
Can you sense some hostility????
Remaining faithful in my walk with Christ is what matters. Understanding life is not.
Well...I am on book three of the Twilight series--about halfway through. It's very good! I'm sure my husband wishes I would finish the series so he could have his wife back! LOL

Durango, Colorado....Here we come!! Our family is going on a Spring Break trip to the mountains. We have never been to Colorado as a family. I went during my teen years, but none of the kids have been. I can't wait to see all the snow!!! I'm sure I'll have plenty of pictures to share when we return.Isn't he just PRECIOUS?!?!?
And--here's a picture of Jake's JV basketball:

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I have received some feedback from some of you that my blog wouldn't allow comments -- I have fixed that now (I hope). I got a new blackberry and must have messed up something when interfacing with blogger (??).So -- from here on out, all trophies are called Piston Cups, per Nick.
fondly, fit
Today is Friday for me....because I'm on vacation tomorrow! Hubby and I are enjoying the weekend free from children. Our anniversary is Sunday (yes--super bowl sunday) and we usually go out-of-town to celebrate.It's that time.......time for the Biggest Loser event at work. We are in teams of three and we have chosen a team name. Our name is "MacNPeas" [one mac-daddy and two peas in a pod]. We weigh in today, so I am eating a big lunch before I go. The numbers will probably make me want to cry....but I must do it. Weight just kinda creeps up on ya. It's just not right....
I shall be lighter!
Wish me luck,
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